.lost.

things have been a bit difficult for me lately. you see i am lost.
me, the planer, has no plans.
i had plans. before getting pregnant i had plans. i knew the things i needed to do to get to where i wanted to go. i knew where to turn and how fast to go. then i got pregnant. screech halt! u-turn. well ok, now i have new plans. still plans, just a different direction. a new destination.
halt again. no more destination.
now i have no where to go. i need my map. there is no map. so where do i go? i know it is here somewhere. i just haven't found it yet. i am lost.
i just need a few road signs to find my way...

help me Lord. help me find my way.